So I came to the decision the other day.... I want to be more girly. I want to walk down the road and have people say "she's pretty". I've been reading this book and in the book they talk about how they try and go after girls who are "10s". This bothered me because I thought to myself that I wouldn't be one of the girls they go after. I wouldn't say I'm ugly but i wouldn't say I'm a 10 either. So that's my goal... I want to be a 10... or as close to as I can come. I know it's dumb and looks don't matter that much but I've always just been one of the guys and I want to be more than that. Not so that guys will come after me or anything. That's not what I'm after.... I just want the thought that they would... I want to do this for my own self esteem. I was talking to my friend Jazmine about it and she was extremely excited. haha I'm pretty sure i'm going to become her life sized barbi doll... minus the huge boobs hahahaha. But I'm excited! I want to be a hot gamer chick... amazing! hahaha
So anyways if anyone has any opinions, thoughts, suggestions or concerns please let me know. also if you have any ideas for me that would be helpful too. I know the only people who read this are guys so your opions matter. Ha anyways... back to work! <3
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Work |
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excited |
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Fort Minor |